Feeling terribe and sad today

Today i think i did something very bad...maybe not tat serious lorx..but still....During PE today a friend to be wanted to use the light javelin i took but instead i said no. Then she looks angry and yet sad. Now i feel terrible, and during class i daren't sit with the "group". But her frens still say hi and bye to me...so is that a good sign?? I now feel sad as i feel so bad. And when i add her yesterday and she went online today and she said ask me who i am. I replied "Fiona". She goes "fiona who?" and i was lyke in total SHOCK!! Then i told her to guess who i am as my dad suggest it and i did. Guess what was her re-action?? She replied "i dont know who u r u must be harassing me".HAHAHAHA!!!! You're not -miss popular-must be frens with- why the heck must i harass you??!! Funny lehx..My dad den again tell me to tell her "sori see u tmr den" and i did and i quickly block her. Didnt want to let her see mi online. Plus oso today smth very funny happen. Back home, the weather so hot right and lyke wan to die rite? Today the water pipe kana hit by the machine cos got construction... so no water for the water cooler and tap in the toilet. See their face lyke wan to die lyke that and hor they let us home early lehz!!! So we miss last period and second last period. NICE SIA!!!

What I have learned so far...

These few days i learned lots of things, sum good sum bad... Good thing is that i learned how to ride a bike.. YAY!!! The bad stuff is that my things are DAMAGED after sending them here.. GGGRRR.... feel like killing the person hu destroyed it!!!! I oso learned that my school has all this stupid stuff to learn like drama.. DRAMA!!! how stupid and lame is that??!! And now we got to this research thing of mime. Then we have this performance coming up..and all my team mates sux.. They all take over lyke they're in charge.. BLEH!! Then we have to learn religious education.. the teacher is lyke totally... freaky!!! i guess... Tell them we learn enough already!!! Then we have to learn chinese which is SSSSOOOO easy for me, french is hard though. Hope i make some frens so if not im a loner..meaning no frens to be with.. even though theres 1 girl... shes always like so annoying... hope these few days gets better.. wish me luck!!

The school

School is ok i guess.. except that theres too many ang moh...haiz..sum things here is much easier ecept english.. i suck at it terribly here. Im like almost the only asian in the school and everyone has like friensd and im like a loner and that means like i have no frens. And theres this girl hu is a fuckin idiot.. and i just KNOW she doesnt like me.. and she was like "whats she doing here?" and stuff.. bleh.. fark her.. and theres swimming trials tomorrow n im probably the ONLY one who doesnt know now to swim... its TOTALLY gonna be embarassing and i dont have goggle so i cant see anything at all... and i have a bathers which is 2 piece and most ppl probably all wearing 1 piece... and its cold now..so tomorrow should be cold.. and im scared..but i wan to go........Today is FREEZING cold btw.. n i have PE today and that means wearing a skirt and i was like freezing as my classmates almost all have trackpants and so they were warm...and it has been raining all day and the news say its the coldest whether in SUMMER in febuary since 1951...im like.. having cold feet and all...argh.. fark the weather...