Friday, January 14, 2005

My pain start

I think no one understands the pain i feel rite now being in a new country and all... its really tiring and sometimes i just wish i was at home doing the usual stuff like going to school and stuff.... BUT NO!!! My mum has to move to a new country and get a damm old house with nothing but cracked n stained walls... and theres oso lots of insect which totally gross me out!! And to make things worse she told me if i could never survived in the country... i mean like wtf.. i saw in a mag theres sssooo many suscessful women.. and she thinks i could NEVER be one of em'...mother not confident of daughter... wtf lorz... now im living in such a painful state.. i got to wait for my couz to do something else then i can use the comp.... at least my mum is getting cable and unliminted internet.. or else i'll die of boredom here..the pain is too much too bear.. I feel like crying sometimes by the remarks she made.. but i guess.. life is still ok...

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Games related day

Today.. play gb with one of my frens... first time in was winning.. second time i play..half way through d game... chicken out!!! So i quit... sommore pretended i dc.. wahahaha..shh...lolxx... Also my fren's fren sent me a game patch... i try to do stuff to make it work but failed too.. so sad....dunno hw he do it...comp wiz sia.. sch is re opening again!! hurraayyy!!! Cos tis few days so sianz... stare at comp... summore no one likes to play gb liaoz... oni 1 or 2 lor...