Friday, September 30, 2005

Decision

i may have mention this in lots of post, but i think i may want to go back to singapore. going back means more homework, more stress, need to study three times harder than others, going to fail most of my subjects BUT i will have heaps more friends... i think. i nearly cried when my father told me that i wouldnt have a chance in the education there. what will happen if i go to ITE?? i also dont know what school i will go to. i have a place in BVSS, but should i go there? or should i go to another school? im feeling so stress right now... so just take a gun and shoot me. i cant live anymore.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Quiz

I got this quiz from a person's blog.

well its going to start with 20 people i talked to the most. so dont you dare think nonsense and shit that i like that person or what. oh wth, i will just write anyone i can think of... not according to who my best friend or enemy or whatever la.

name twenty people you know.
1. heather
2. tiffany
3. yanjing
4. larry
5. matthew
6. ning
7. lilin
8. bethany
9. davita
10. jiajia
11. cheryl
12. felicia
13. lisa
14. rachel
15. johnathan
16. jun yang
17. marianna
18. jemina
19. vivian
20. tiangyun

how did you meet 13?
erm.. since i was born. shes my older cousin.

what would you do if you never met 5?
i actually dont know the person. untill i saw him in my church and school. so i wont be .... cannot say la. paiseh...

what do you honestly think of 10?
shes very fun in maple. like to bully larry with me. wahahahaha.

have you ever liked 3?
pri3 that time know her. of course la.

if 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
OMG. NOOOO. i will grieve for her and pray that she may rest in peace.

would 2 / 11 make a good couple?
eeeeeeee... no lor. both girls. no lesbian please.

do you think 12 is hot?
ahem. generally im not sure. shes my cousin. *coughscoughs*

would 1 / 17 make a lovely couple?
EWWWW... not another lesbian couple again.

tell me something about 11.
nice straight hair (: but abit frizzy. lmao.

do you know any of 3's family members?
yup. i think i know one of her cousin whos her neighbour. LOL.

on a scale of one - ten how cute do you think 14 is?
cannot say bah. later she kill me how, shes my cousin again.

what would you do is 4 professed their undying love for you?
*tries not to vo...m..it..* eh.. so funny. that day he siaosiao, in maple call me dear. but sadly he forgot the next day. sheeesh, guys are so what...

what language does 19 speak?
chinese and english. maybe some hokkien? i dunno much about her.

who is 8 going out with?
shes single. we go to an ALL GIRLS school lor.

is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. LMAO. WAHAHAHAAHA. SO FUNNY. no la, he is a guy. so not really a female dog. LMAO.

is 15 your ex?
ehhh... ex what? he is my ex classmate and schoolmate.

do you ever see yourself with 12 / 18?
no. one is my cousin and one is my old friend who had a transfer ):

how is 2?
being a loner now. LOL. just kidding. shes a prefect aka counciller.

what do you think of 1 - 20?
all friends/cousins obviously... but they all random people i put so.. yeah.

what did you think of this quiz?
NICE. some of the questions damn funny.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Relized something

I have realized that nothing last forever. Including friends. We all have to move on. And after 10 years later you might not even remember that person. it really scares me, but thats reality. At sec 1 you miss your primary school, at JC/POLY 1 you miss your secondary school. im really afraid to move on... i wish everything will stay the same. well, nothing last forever. Im at the point of deciding whether to go back to sg anot. will i be able to fit back into the education system? and fail all my subjects? or will i stay here and go back to sg after university? im scared to face reality. I HATE MY LIFE. i really dunno what to choose...

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

LONG TIME NO POST

TO ALL THOSE REGULAR READERS...
so sorry i have not post for LLLOOONNNGGG time. im was very busy that time, so i went on hiatus. NOW IM BACK!!! wooooo. Sunday i went to the royal melbourne show. the ticket very expensive leh. then go in MUST PAY MORE. pay more for those funfair rides lor. i only ride one rollercoaster but it sucked. i got a shoulder cramp after that. so what lor... wasted $6. then me and my dad went to see the dog show quite ok bah. except some of them dont even listen to their owner. LOL. then we walk walk walk then eat lunch. we finally settled for hotdog and then we walk walk again. we went to see all those animals.. cows are the worst nia.. all the shit all over the place. smelly like hell. i sound like those city girl sia. but TRUE!!! it really stinks. then we went to see sheep, dog, cat..etc. we spent like most of our time walking around the massive place, and seeing what showbag we buy. i dunno whether to choose Dolly or Girlfriend mag showbag leh. so i pick Dolly one cause got free bag. inside got deodarant (which smells weird) , this month mag, sweets, face cream, corn chips and some vouchers.. and of course the bag itself. not really worth it, come to think of it. oh and i started playing maplesea recently, its not as good as ragnarok online. but its free and its 'IN' so i play lor. larry and matthew are my enren. give me alot of things... my blogskin got 2 of them, yanjing and the chiobu... ME! LOL. not chio lar. just kidding around. muhahahaha. going to play maple liao. BYE.