SWEARING post

I could not blog yesterday due the overwhelming emotions i have. i cried again. twice. in front of my classmates. i could not help to control my feelings. here comes the story.

period one: geo
things were alright then. but teacher didnt come, got a relief. we just did our treasure map and thats all.

period two: chinese
after geo, this greek girl came to me and said "sorry to be mean but why dont you talk in class? why do you copy our work?" im like shocked. i said "when did i copy your work?". she replied " well you copied another girl`s idea and you used it." im now seriously sad and angry. how could she say that to me. then i started to cry and the girl saw me and ask us what she told me and the girl goes "i told her what i told you". then she brought her to a corner, and people who saw was just handing me tissues and padding my back. geeez. the least they could do was scold her. im going to SWEAR right now. leave before its too late. msg to the girl, i dont care if she sees this. YOU MOTHER FUCKER. HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME. YOU ARE REALLY PISSING ME OFF. YOU ARE SUCH A WANNABEE. EXCUSE ME BUT IF YOU KEEP OPENING YOUR BIG MOUTH TALKING, WHO IS GOING TO LISTEN??! FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FUCKING WANNABEE.
there. all my anger all gone. *beams widely* the chinese teacher didnt really notice my red eyes and constant sniffing. thats really weird. we made chinese lanterns. bahh.

period three and four: religious
i finished off my homework on the computers. guess what? she ACTUALLY asked me "can i sit beside you?". i just nodded my head. i wanted to scream "LEAVE ME ALONG BITCH!" but i couldnt of course. i asked her afew questions and she thinks im her friend again. well im NOT. get a life. after what you said to me. i just asked her for help and thats it. no more. humph.

lunch
i had clarinet lesson. teacher gave 10 more mins to the previous group before us. not fair. ohhh. i get to learn the pink panther song. the one that goes [ the ta the ta the ta the ta the ta the the ta... ] well cant say here. abit confusing right?

period five: maths
i came like 10mins late because of clarinet lesson. we had a test, and the teacher didnt scold me. yay. well i was one of the first to finish. so quite good already. compared to others.

Today
We went to Chaddy to shop. utterly embarassing shopping with parents. went to like 4 surf shops and couldnt even find something on discount. i went to a roxy shop it was nice. but i highly doubt they are going to have discounts. one top cost at least $40. i dont have that much money. so in the end just bought a mag with free hair dye. weeeeee.